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What i've accomplished during my weekends? I've been hitting the books for real. Although I can't really remember everything that i've studied, i'm very sure at the very least, part of it would be somewhere in my brain. Revision wasn't really fruitful today. NS3 assignment is not cooperating. Shit ass assignment is about this goddamn article, something similiar to what we did for NR and how much I dislike reading shit hole, boring articles.


AT LEAST WE'RE DONE WITH IT (just need to write it down)


NS3 proj presentation tomorrow (sigh)
I'm kind of worried it isn't enough and that Vicky will bombard us with questions (FOR SURE)
For the very first time i'm like so panicky over one presentation, god. Look what it did to me.


Alright I shall stop here and head back to completing that shit ass assignment (gah)






Mommy, prepare my 500bucks. (yeah!)

I really can't believe I can be like some loose woman at times

YAY! My only class I have for today is cancelled. So very nice, but I still have to get to school. Got to install this stupid Ucentral thing which I don't know why I cannot do at home. So sickening (ugh) Shopping later too and then home! (: Not bad, had it all planned out, geeee.

SHE ALWAYS HAS SOMETHING TO SAY WHEN I WANT TO GO OUT, WHY SO?

Always complaining and asking me a whole load of questions and being SO SARCASTIC to the extent that I dread going out already.
She just has to win.

How fragile can friendships be?

To the extent that it is built up in years but it could be gone in a matter of minutes, or, probably even seconds. That's how fragile it is. Without a dead knot, it's difficult to keep things together, even with one, just a snip of the scissors and it's gone. Friendship between guys could just be ruin because of, girls or any other quarrel and I say, "it's a waste".

Sometimes, some things has to be just one step away till it's gone or even when it's gone, for people to start to treasure them/it.


I treasure my friends, and without them and their support for certain happenings that has happened to me, I wouldn't even be able to make it through. I mean every word and I really don't want to fall out with any of my friends, be it bad or good company, neither should leave my circle of friends, no one.




I LOVE YOU GUYS <3

Now I know.

I've learnt that it's not that kind of emotion that I feel for him, instead it's the disappointment that bring tears after all the hope i've invested in. Now i've realised.
Although I know everything now and that it's nothing, I don't know why but my hopes are still there. I'm not hoping but it seems like after i've given it out as an investment, I can't take it back. It's bad cause i'm feeling the pain now. I know what I want to do, but I still can't bear too so I shifted him, but I still shifted him back, why!


It never was, and never will be.
I really should just stop thinking about how much hope i've put into that person.
I should just drop it. It's just gonna make me miserable so sam, just fuck it, please..


My hopes are dropped from heaven and broken into lil bits and pieces
I cried and this is the end, it will be,


And must be.

You(s) were my best but was I yours?

Seems like i'm the one losing it all. I don't know anything anymore.
Right now I feel like i'm putting in all the effort but of course, it takes 2 hands to clap.
I dare say, it's not like before anymore (sighs)
I guess time really changes everything. If only life was as simple as ABCs and 123s. Why so complicated!


OK, it's official, I need therapy, i'm going insane.

It's back and so am I.
After a week plus at the hospital it's finally back, alive and kicking.
It made a new friend called Mr.HP too (;


School's starting next Monday (sigh)
I should be happy about it, at least i'm not gonna rot at home
(pfft) home everyday since Wednesday has been torturous
Good thing that's gonna end.


Bye!

When people have problems, they come to me.


And when I do, 
Whom do I go too?